Anonymous asked: i found your blog on the confessions about eating disorders support. i have binged untill i nearly threw up and just want someone to talk to. i want to die and have self harmed. i tried to purge but only a bit came up. i feel nothing but guilt and self hatered. sorry for the rant.
Aw, message me love, we can talk x
Anonymous asked: please don't cut yourself, your blog is an absolute favorite of mine and it's really helped me keep my weight loss plan up. i really love you, even though we haven't ever met or talked, and it bothers me to see you depressed. i'm not the only one; there are plenty of anonymous that surely care for you. cutting isn't the answer, save yourself from that regret.
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I feel just about ready to fall apart
Why doesn’t anyone see that?
I’m in so much pain, so emotionally drained, so alone
Do I have to spell it out for you?
Write it on my arms?
A L O N E
I hate my family, I hate body, I hate myself.
Today has been so shit, all because of my fucking sister. She is so horrible, calling me names and taking my stuff, yet my mum ALWAYS fucking sides with her no matter what. I tried to leave the house for a while earlier to get some fresh air because I was SO angry and I was certain if I stayed I would’ve hurt someone or myself.
But what happens?
My mum says I can’t leave. Wtf. She knows I cut myself, why aren’t I allowed to take a break and calm down? To make matters worse, when I went back inside I couldn’t find my razor. FUCKS SAKE, I was so happy after I found that one from when my sister hid it, now it’s lost again. I feel so suicidal.
I just want to crumple in to a little ball and listen to music and starve and starve and starve.
